My slow sex efforts were off to a rocky start. Fuckbuddy and I met for dinner the other night, and within minutes we were talking about rape and roleplay. We’ve never roleplayed before, not with eachother, but fuckbuddy’s an actor and I used to roleplay for pay. In theory, we should be [...]

Fuckbuddy’s favorite question: “Are you still seeing clients?”
And my answer varies. I am, or I’m not, or I’m only seeing the clients I trust, or I’m giving a new guy a shot, or I’m cutting everyone loose. When I stop, there’s a lot that I miss. I miss the clients. I miss the [...]

When I first see him, he’s standing in the doorway, stroking the scruff on his cheeks, and he’s got his sleeves rolled up to the elbows. I smile, he smiles, and he pulls me inside. It’s a brand new apartment and he hasn’t moved in just yet so it’s still empty, with a few large [...]

Even after he left, I continued to lie there, stretched out across the bed with my hands behind my head. He’d worked me over pretty hard so I still feel him everywhere – my shoulder is still pulsing from the impression of his teeth. I listened to about five or six tracks, staring up [...]

‘Fuckbuddy’ isn’t a very good term. It’s coarse, and ‘buddy’ sounds like someone you high-five during a sports game.
I should give him a name here, but he’s been my fuckbuddy for so long that it seems a little late for a change. Outside of Paul, he’s the only man who knows most, [...]

Fuckbuddy: Full of whiskey. Thinking of fucking you.
Me: Yeah?
Fuckbuddy: Oh yes. My mind is wandering.
Me: I’m pretty tipsy myself.
Fuckbuddy: It’s been a while for you and me.
Me: It has.
Fuckbuddy: That’s going to change.
Me: Good. It’s been too long.
Fuckbuddy: I’m thinking about fucking you now. Roughly. You remember how my cock [...]

I’ll be in London soon. Paul and I have an agreement that there will be no sex – I’m monogamous. Monogamous and underfucked. Monogamous and perpetually wet. My dreams are thick with gangbangs and jaw-cramping cock.
Paul calls me from an hotel with his cock in his hand and I’m pacing around [...]