los angeles.

02Jul08

I’m in Los Angeles with Kasia. Our space here is great and from our balcony the city is a shimmery, liquid mass. New York glitters at night. LA shimmers.

Kasia shimmers, too. She knows how to dress for LA, but me, I’m wearing black. Again.

We’ve been brainstorming with a likeminded friend; we’re here to work on a project – a website – that’s finally in its last stages of development, and it’s been a long, long, long fucking labor of love. I’ll tell you more about this soon. We both will.

And while I’m enjoying my surreal stay in LA, I really miss Gabriel and his full-body lust and his perpetually hard cock. I miss him like an addict; I have repetitive thoughts and distracting pangs of lust. My pussy throbs and I need to refocus my attention to the task at hand. It doesn’t help that the task at hand is largely sexual.

Gabriel, I miss fucking you.  The next time I bring myself off I’m going to think of throwing my head over the back of the sofa while you fuck my throat. By which I mean, I miss you. Sweetly and deeply.

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A number of you have emailed me and I really need to apologize for my radio silence. I’ll respond soon. Whore’s honor.


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  1. 1 unspeakableaxe on July 2, 2008 said:

    Is it a website where beautiful women use me to fulfill all of their dirty sexual desires?

    Gosh I hope so. That would be a great early birthday gift.

  2. 2 blackdog on July 3, 2008 said:

    can I just say knowing you are here, in my town, is bittersweet in the extreme? ok, thanks ;) good luck with your business stuff – can’t wait to see it…

  3. 3 Victor on July 3, 2008 said:

    Dont have a website but if youre still in LA this weekend and want to party email me, I have friends,wife,lesbians friends and lots to do if you dont mind. No funny shit,just good times. (sliepiece14@yahoo.com).

    Victor

  4. 4 Wendy on July 3, 2008 said:

    Enjoy our fine city. I hear there’s an event going on at the Playboy Mansion this weekend – snag an invite. They put on a pretty good party.

  5. 5 collegehookerboy on July 3, 2008 said:

    There is always something going on at the playboy mansion. I’m sure you’ve reached VIP status at this point, maybe you should give it a try. Oh – and Kasia is real purrty. If I was straight…..

  6. 6 Livvy on July 3, 2008 said:

    I second blackdog and Victor, only from the female perspective… If you want a local to show you around the good stuff nobody knows about, let me know ;)

  7. 7 isabellablue on July 3, 2008 said:

    Welcome to the West – you are still too far away from me.

    The shimmer is the smog. Though smog is fantastic for producing big orange sunsets.

    I could just see D at the Mansion wearing pasties and a bright pink or purple thong!

    As far as the project, if it’s porn, I vote Super 8 film – hand held. Arty, grainy and scratchy and completely sans cheeze. Debauchette for president of porn! Stop cheezy porn!! :-)

    oooxxx

  8. 8 LuckySeven on July 3, 2008 said:

    Welcome to town, D. I’d say “it’s a pleasure having you,” but…it would be both inaccurate and unfunny. You and Kasia are largely responsible for inspiring my attendance at Dark Odyssey in March, which has led to no end of interesting adventures, internally and some interesting new friends.

    Thanks and enjoy it out here! (and let me know if 2 want an in-house DJ :)

  9. 9 alice on July 4, 2008 said:

    The way you write just somehow cracks me up. You’re hilarious in a good way, mind you. I hope you take this as a compliment and not as an attempt to trivialize your thoughts.

    Stay frank…whore’s honour!

  10. 10 Doctor M on July 4, 2008 said:

    Thank you for the link to Kasia’s site. Her stories and photos are wonderful.

  11. 11 Athena on July 5, 2008 said:

    I hope you’re having a lot of fun.

  12. 12 gillette on July 5, 2008 said:

    Welcome to LA, D. Hope you have fun here. Enjoy the shimmers.

  13. 13 Cora Luttrell on July 7, 2008 said:

    I have a hard to avoiding black as well. Sometimes I have to mentally force myself to remember to buy less mournful clothing now that it’s summer. But…black is sexy in ways that a hot pink can never be. ;)

  14. 14 londonchick on July 8, 2008 said:

    Ooh re: website….is this FGT? I do hope so!

  15. 15 hpyglf on July 10, 2008 said:

    alas, you were about one minute from my house. of course, i was out of town, but just the thought of you being within arm’s reach is tantalizing.


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