Archive for March, 2008
blindside.
Yesterday, I woke up to a work-related clusterfuck and spent the morning clearing the wreckage. I felt frustrated and scattered by the time I reached his studio, but the moment he opened the door, I relaxed. He has a calming effect on me.
That much I knew, and I also knew that I was attracted [...]
my ring.
In the cab, on the way home, I ran my thumb up the side of my index finger and felt a twinge of panic when I realized that I’d left my ring on his bedside table.
I don’t generally care about jewelry, but I do care about that ring. I picked it up shortly after [...]
play and denial.
My slow sex efforts were off to a rocky start. Fuckbuddy and I met for dinner the other night, and within minutes we were talking about rape and roleplay. We’ve never roleplayed before, not with eachother, but fuckbuddy’s an actor and I used to roleplay for pay. In theory, we should be [...]
fidelity. and slowness.
“You’re going a million miles there, baby,” he says. He’s got his hand over my heart.
I’ve just rolled off his hips onto my back, and we’re both out of breath. It’s funny, because each position feels different with different people. With him, it feels amazing on top.
James is a native New Yorker and [...]


